she.....

.....I wish this was me for once in my life. Don't get me wrong, I've had a life many would have wanted, but still I've had so many dreams and goals that I know I will never be able to achieve. This thought makes me think; what if I had chose different what would my life be....

So.....

.......life has happened since last time I was here. Now both of my kids are in  college

our family has a new member. A furry one. Her name is  Nala and she's a puny little bundle of joy.

I've been on a thousand diets. Lost the weight, gained it back, story of my life...I will forever be a fat chick I guess.Many things had happened but I will tell eventually, for now I just wanted to be felt. To have my presence noticed after so long.

Meet Rose.....

... she is the new member of our family. She is the cutest hedgehog ever!!!

3rd week....

....so I've been on the diet for 3 weeks now and I've lost 6 pounds. That's good because I'm supposed to loose an average of 2 pounds per week. I'm very focused and concentrated on this diet. I have so much to loose, I can't give up. I won't give up.

i'm back....

......I'm on the Jenny Craig program again. I really need to shed a lot of pounds and the only way I can do it is with a structured program. It worked for me before, this time I'm gonna try real hard not to fall off. The food is really good so no problem with that. I'll be documenting my progress.

so....

....it's been a while since I fell off the bandwagon, the diet bandwagon that is. But after watching this picture of myself and stepping on the scale, I almost had a heart attack, I decided that it's time for me to go back to good and healthy eating habits. But since I can't do it on my own I think I'll be back to Jenny Craig. It worked for me before so I think this time will work again.

it's been a while....

....since last time I was around here. So much have happened in my life since then. Skyler graduated high school and is now on her second year in college, we moved Haitham to public school and is doing great with excellent grades. I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder and spent a week in a mental hospital which was not a very pleasant experience. But now everything is under control with medications and I haven't had a crisis for over a year. We had our 20 year wedding anniversary and I turned 40. Yes, 40, that's a big number haha! I have been scrapbooking a lot but out of lazyness I haven't take any picture of my pages. I'll try to be more diligent there and I'll also try to be around here more often.