I hate to have to explain people that I'm NOT asleep, I just need to rest my eyes thru the day. It drains me physically and mentally. At the end of the day I'm very tired, it takes a lot of physical effort trying to keep my eyes open.
Why am I explaining this? Because if you're reading this blog and see me around you won't be asking me why I'm squinting my eyes or have them closed.
I'm so grateful of my family because they help me so much, they make my life so much easier. They drive me everywhere I need to go, though I'd rather drive myself but can't, guide me when I'm "blind", and give me the strenght I need to go on and keep my sanity.
So, there it is, my condition, my need for Botox, the reason why I don't get together with my bestie as much as I'd like and rather stay home secluded.
I live day by day. One day at a time.