so.....

....a new year has begun!!!! and even though I am not a person to make resolutions, because I know I won't be able to keep them, I am feeling moved to make some for this year..... and I will add a word as well...



HOPE



so my top ten list resolution for this year goes as follows...

1. deal with my weight issues , that was one of 2007 and I spent thousands of dollars on Jenny Craig with great results, I dropped 40#, but because of my lack of will power they are all back again


2. time management, i have to try and make better use of my time, I waste a lot of time doing nothing


3. get rid of some of my mental issues, this one is the hardest ,I think.. but I will work on it, it's so hard when the thoughts in your head go in a thousand different directions and you can't control them ...ugh..


4. get the ideas that are on my mind and put them in paper, this is so hard for me to do because when I sit down and try to write whatever is going on in my head I go blank, it's sooo frustrating


5. write something, see #4, a song or a shortplay, anything


6. scrapbook more, like a page a week or so, then again I'll have to accomplish #2 to make this one possible, I think blogging more often would fit here too


7. go out more often, get out of my cave and socialize with friends, I need to have girls night out every once in a while, and date nights with Joe


8. be less introverted, break my shell and be less self conscious


9. do something radical, don't know what but sounds exciting!! lol


10. spend more time in my happy place , I wish I could move here, not just spend weekends but actually live here

I will really really need my word for this year if I want to accomplish these, but then again, that's all I have...

HOPE